Hi! I'm Christine - a 29 year old bid manager by day and trainee swing dance teacher by night. Dancing is my main motivation for losing weight as you need to be trim to go from a social dancer to learning aerials and lifts for performance dancing which is what I really want to do.


Start Weight: 14st. 3lbs
Goal Weight: 10st. 6lbs (-53lbs)

Weigh Ins
Week 1: -6lbs
Week 2: -6lbs Total 12lbs
Week 3: -3lbs Total 15lbs 1st st. gone!
Week 4: -3lbs Total 18lbs
Week 5: -5.5lbs Total 23.5lbs
Week 6: -4lbs Total 27.5lbs
Week 7: -2lbs Total 29.5lbs 2nd st. gone!
Week 8: -4.5lbs Total 34lbs
Week 9: -4lbs Total 38lbs
Week 10: -1.7lbs Total 39.7lbs
Week 11: -2.3lbs Total 42lbs 3rd st. gone!
Week 12: -4lbs Total 46lbs
Week 13: -3.3lbs Total 49.3lbs

RTM
Week 1: -3lbs Total: -52.3lbs Weight: 10st 6.7lbs
Week 2: -3lbs Total: -55.3lbs Weight: 10st 3.7lbs
Week 3: -0.4lbs Total -55.7lbs Weight 10st 3.3lbs
Week 4: -2.4lbs Total -58.1lbs Weight 10st 0.9lbs
Week 5: -0.7lbs Total -58.8lbs Weight 10st 0.2lbs
Week 6: +1.1lbs Weight 10st 1.3lbs
Week 7: +/-0lbs Weight 10st 1.3lbs
CHANGE OF GOAL, MOVED TO LLL TO LOSE MORE

LLL Week 1: -1.5lbs Weight 9st 13.8lbs
LLL Week 2:
LLL Week 3:
LLL Week 4:


Goals

Lose 1 st. in first 3 weeks - DONE! 3rd weigh in -15lbs.
Get down to 12st 6lb for the 1940s ball on Sat 20th Feb - DONE! WI 17/2/10 = 12st 3.5lbs
Get to a healthy BMI (11st 4lbs by NHS bmi checker) - DONE! 11th WI
Reach goal weight of 10st 6lbs - DONE!!!


Measurements
Start: Bust 41" Waist 38.5" Hips 45"
Wk 7: Bust 37" (-4") Waist 34.5" (-4") Hips 39" (-6")


05 Jul : 10:05
* Maintenance July 2010 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Figured it had been a fair while since my last update, hope everyone is doing well, i've been popping in and out of the forums to try to keep up with everyone.

I'm pretty much keeping my weight steady. I do go off track every now and then and I had a really 'naughty' few days the other week where I went into binge mode for no apparent reason, but weighing myself and seeing the scales move up...
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23 Jun : 09:18
* Update for June [ Show blog ]
Hi all!

Sorry it has been a fair old while since my last update. I'm off lighterlife now, with all the problems with my back I've had to return to normal food as the painkillers were causing me stomach problems without 'real' food to line my stomach with when taking them.

I'm maintaining well, the odd pound gained but then lost again so normal human fluctuations. I'm still going to do pop in weigh i...
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04 Jun : 11:10
LLL Week 2 Day 2 [ Show blog ]
Morning! It's FRIIIIDAAAYYYY!!! The sun is shining and I had the first good nights sleep in weeks last night and I can't express how much better I feel for it

I had physio yesterday but she was very concerned that her treatment seemed to be making me worse not better and the swelling has spread further up my spine. So she insisted I get an emergency doc appointment and she wrote a letter to the...
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01 Jun : 10:21
LLL Week 1 Day 6 [ Show blog ]
Morning all Hope everyone made the most of the bank holiday weekend.

LLL is going ok, although I'm on day 6 of switching over to LLL, i have only followed the programme exactly since yesterday. For the first 4 days I had some items left in the fridge and cupboards from Total RTM that would have to be binned if I didn't eat them, so I made the decision to have my one LLL meal a day be made up of t...
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27 May : 09:29
* Change of goal so now Week 1 of LLL!!! [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

I had a long chat with my LLC last night (I was the only one that came to the meeting out of 7 of us last night so had her all to myself for discussion which was handy!). I have a new weight goal of 9st 7lbs to make learning and doing aerial dance moves a lot easier, which means I need to lose another 8.3lbs from my current weight. This goal isn't set in stone as I'm already feeling thinner...
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24 May : 12:03
* RTM Week 7 Day 6 [ Show blog ]
Hi all

Feels like ages since I last posted. At WI last Wednesday I had a gain of 1.1lbs which I was quite happy with given that I'd not excercised at all with my back injury, I felt I needed a gain to show me how important excercise is to maintaining. Does that sound odd??

Anyway, on the injury front, I was referred to a physiotherapist and had my first session this morning, the area is too swolle...
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19 May : 11:42
RTM Week 7 Day 1 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

Haven't updated in a while, i've been having problems with my lower back after spending too much time at the laptop when I had that big work project on so been avoiding using the computer as much as possible.
Got some great painkillers from the doc which I've just started taking, I feel like i've had a night on Jack Daniels and am sat here giggling to myself and feeling very light heade...
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14 May : 10:55
* RTM Week 6 Day 3 [ Show blog ]
IT'S FRIIIIIDAAAAYYYY!!! Week days can't go fast enough, I really do live for the weekends

Ok so I had another small loss at WI on Wednesday I had quite a lenghtly conversation with my LLC about it as I really don't want to lose any more weight and last week I went way off plan and ate almost constantly and a lot of that was junk food, and still lost weight! I want to be able to maintain my...
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12 May : 09:47
* RTM Week 6 Day 1 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

Wednesday already, time is just flying by.

It's WI tonight, I'm prepared for (and quite happy to get) a bit of a gain as i've got off track with RTM a couple of times this week due to no 'allowed list' options being to hand, but being 5lbs under my goal weight I'm quite happy to put a couple back on. OH says he has sure I have lost more, I'm hoping not, and if I have I'm going to skip ...
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10 May : 09:54
* Week 5 Day 6 [ Show blog ]
What a weekend! I feel so destressed about the hell I had with work last week, a weekend of dancing is just what I needed!

The street demo on Saturday was good fun, but very cold and wet but that didn't stop us! And seeing the Jive aces on Sunday was great fun, there are a couple of videos of me dancing with my OH and our friend on facebook if anyone is interested, i'm not sure the links will work ...
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07 May : 17:09
RTM Week 5 Day 3 [ Show blog ]
Deadline hit by the skin of our teeth! I'm exhausted, managed just under 4 hours sleep last night with working late/having to get up early, so i'll be living it up and having a very early night for my Friday night!!

Diet going ok, should be easier now I will hopefully have time to plan ahead again.

Weekend is going to be busy, doing jive street demos tomorrow from 12.30ish in Farnham, then off to P...
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06 May : 09:03
* RTM Week 5 Day 2 [ Show blog ]
A mood emicon of sleepy doesn't cover it... exhausted/shattered/a zombie might be closer! Maybe I'll settle for going insane

WI last night and lost another 2.4lbs even with my blip the other day of going off plan. Think its the stress of work. Started at 7am yesterday and didn't finish till after midnight. It's a really endurance test both mentally and physically, I ache all over

Fingers crossed...
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05 May : 10:01
RTM Week 5 Day 1 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Feeling a bit out of control today, I haven't gone off track but I'm normally obsessively organised and have planned my meals for each week so I know what to get from Sainsburys, but work has been so manic I've not had time so I'm kind of having to wing it. Not a feeling I like!

I quick check of my book and it's now onto 2 protein meals a day plus snacks. I've already had a LL shake for brea...
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04 May : 09:23
* RTM Week 4 Day 7 [ Show blog ]
Hi all, hope you had a good bank holiday weekend! I ended up working for most of it, bar 3 hours last night where I escaped to go dancing.

Going to talk about food now so stop reading if you don't want to know!
I fell off the wagon a bit yesterday, and the worst thing is I don't even feel bad for it which I know I probably should. I was really struggling with hunger and stomach growlings yesterday ...
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30 Apr : 11:04
* RTM Week 4 Day 3 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

I'm sooo sleepy!

Yesterday was tough, after a 6am start to walk the dog and a very mentally tiring day of work, to then rush to a 6pm session of teacher training before going straight into demoing at the swingeasy lessons was tough. Didn't get home until 11.30pm (finally got to have the salad I'd taken with me for dinner as was too busy all night so didn't get a break!) and then had t...
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28 Apr : 22:50
* RTM Week 4 Day 1 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Not like me to update at night but days have been so busy with work this is the first chance I've had!

Had a quick WI tonight and have lost 0.4lbs, a bit of a shock as I was sure I would show a gain this week with almost doubling (if not more!) my portion sizes and not doing any excercise for the last 6 days (that's a hell of a long time for me!) as well as downing lemsips and sucking throat...
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27 Apr : 08:57
RTM Week 3 day 7 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Last day of week 3 RTM today.

I think I went a bit off track yesterday. Nothing that wasn't listed as an ok food to have for week 3 but quantity wise I seemed to go a bit overboard. I don't know if it was comfort eating or a real need (there is the saying to feed a cold) and as much as I think about it I can't work out which it is, but I seemed to want to do nothing but eat from dawn to dusk...
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26 Apr : 09:34
* RTM Week 3 day 6 [ Show blog ]
I feel grotty! The cold I've been trying to fend off for the last couple of weeks has come out in force and I feel rough

I've stuck to plan on RTM but am dosing up on lemsip, cough remedies (did opt for a sugar free option) and throat sprays to get me through the day as work is mad so no time for days off to get over it. Am fully prepared to gain weight this week as my excercise has gone right do...
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23 Apr : 09:27
* RTM Week 3 day 3 [ Show blog ]
TFI Friday

I'm EXHAUSTED Dancing was great last night but didn't get home until 11.30 and was so hyped up that I didn't get to sleep until after 1am, then up at 6.30am this morning to walk the dog and face another long day of conference calls and work. I wish teaching dancing paid enough to give up the day job! Maybe one day...

Food wise I did ok on taking my chicken salad with me, had just en...
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22 Apr : 09:34
* RTM Week 3 day 2 [ Show blog ]
Hi all!

WI last night and lost another 3lbs... hopefully that's the end of my losses now!! I started LL with the aim of getting to around 11st 3lbs, then moved the goal posts to being happy anywhere between 10st 6lbs and 11st. Now I weigh in at 10st 3.7lbs and that's fully clothed in the evening, that's the lightest I've ever been as an adult!

Now for food talk...

I'm confused. I'm not sure if my LL...
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21 Apr : 11:12
* RTM Week 3 day 1 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!!

I'm going to be discussing my food choices for RTM week 3 as a warning to all those not wanting to hear about food at the moment, so if you are one of those stop reading now!

I am stupidly happy to be starting week 3 of RTM today, it's a triple whammy I get my beloved tomatos and passata back along with fruit and a wider choice of meat! I can't tell you how good that feels!! I g...
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19 Apr : 14:08
* Monday (sorry lost track of what day I'm on!) [ Show blog ]
Hi all!

I hope everyone had a good weekend. I had a lovely couple of days seeing a friend Saturday and meeting up with one of my LL buddies for a bike ride Sunday morning before gardening.

Diet wise I'm really struggling at the moment. At least only 2 more days until I can add tomatos and passata which should keep me happy for a while I'm not wavering on completing RTM in full as I know it is imp...
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16 Apr : 12:26
Day 98 (RTM Day 10) [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

Feeling a bit blurgh still today. Nothing in particular wrong just don't feel right... Don't think it's the diet, pretty sure I'm fighting off the start of a cold, or someone mentioned pollen counts are high at the mo, I've never suffered with hayfever before but eyes and sinuses are a bit sore so maybe that's it? Anyway, keeping up my garlic intake with my RTM meals and dips in the h...
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15 Apr : 10:55
Day 97 (RTM day 9) [ Show blog ]
Hi all!

Weigh in last night and lost 3lbs!!
I really wasn't expecting that on RTM, I thought maybe I'd lose another 1lb each week for the first 3-4 weeks but that would be it, not to lose as much as I was on total abstinance!! I'm now getting a bit worried as I don't want to lose much more but hopefully the introduction of snacks for week 2 RTM will help slow things down as my new size 10 clothes ...
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13 Apr : 09:34
* Day 95 (RTM day 7) [ Show blog ]


Last day of week 1 RTM already!! I'm hoping for a quiet day with work today so that I can plan my meals/snacks for week 2 so I have a shopping list ready for sainsburys. It makes life far easier than buying random things on the list and hoping I can get 7 meals out of them.

I have really felt I've started learning things regarding my eating patterns in this last week that I hadn't picked up on in ...
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12 Apr : 10:46
* Day 94 (RTM day 6) [ Show blog ]
How the weekends fly. Here again for another 5 days of work at my laptop. Going to be tough after getting used to a couple of 4 day weeks!

The weekend was good but very busy. We survived the wedding and I only snapped at OHs mother once and that was for her being rude someone other than me for a change! Overall she wasn't on too bad form, just a couple of moments I had to try to block out when she ...
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09 Apr : 09:47
* Day 91 (RTM day 3) [ Show blog ]
Happy Friday!!! I could get used to these 4 day weeks

Game of squash was good last night, played 40 minutes and my OH said he is now playing up to the speed he does with the boys. I still lost drastically but then he has been playing for over a decade and I've played 4 times... I was winning the odd round but rarely off my serve (as my serves rarely got in!) and as you can't score points unless y...
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08 Apr : 10:40
* Day 90 (RTM Day 2) [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

I wanted to put a bit warning on this blog - I'm going to be talking about food in detail and passionately so if you are still on foundation and feeling at all weak, please don't read this!!!

WI went great last night, 3.3lbs down meaning I'm only 3.7lbs from goal, which I think will be easy to get to over RTM if i manage to stay on track and keep up the excercise.

Came home to my first...
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07 Apr : 10:40
* Day 89 (RTM day 1) [ Show blog ]
Final LL Total WI tonight and coming home after to my first protein meal!!

Thanks everyone for the lovely comments on my diary yesterday, I don't know if I would have got through foundation without you all

I could honestly lose nothing on the scales tonight and I'd be happy. Looking in the mirror my head has finally caught up with the changes and I'm seeing the new me, and I'm even smaller tha...
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06 Apr : 10:59
* Day 88 [ Show blog ]


Hope everyone had a good easter! (minus the easter eggs of course!)

I had a very productive 4 days sorting out my office. We managed to strip off all the horrid woodchip wallpaper and redecorate and have laid a lovely wooden floor to practice dancing on. Still a few finishing touches to do, a cabinet that we need to swap at Ikea as it was missing a side panel, a 2nd coat of gloss on the window sil...
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01 Apr : 09:33
* Day 83 (WARNING some food mentioned!) [ Show blog ]
-4lbs at weigh in last night!! That brings my weight to 10st 13lbs, 7lbs off my goal weight! In all honesty I never thought I'd get this far, especially not without lapsing even once, I've really proved to myself I can stay committed to a plan, and it hasn't felt like hard work which is giving me great confidence in sticking to a healthy eating plan for the rest of my life

Depending on my l...
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31 Mar : 09:57
* Day 82 [ Show blog ]
Only 2 more days of work till the weekend! Yay for easter bank holidays

Thanks to everyone who has left such nice comments on my before and after pics of me dancing. I'm glad you liked them!

Yesterday was a great day off. Finally got to see my friend and she is looking great! I didn't even notice she had lost all her hair!! What did give me a shock is half way through my visit I popped out to th...
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29 Mar : 10:27
* Day 80 [ Show blog ]
Monday always comes way too quickly!
Now done 80 days 100% abstinent on LL - I never thought I'd last this long at the start

The weekend was completely exhausting but so much fun. If i get a chance later I'll upload some photos from the gangsters and molls dance on saturday night. Learnt so much at the dance workshop on Sunday, although spent much of the time feeling completely out of my depth wi...
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26 Mar : 09:46
* Day 77 [ Show blog ]
Happy Friday everyone!!

Can't wait for this weekend, 20s ball Saturday night and then 5 hours worth of lessons with Ryan and Jenny (2 of the best lindy hop dancers in the world!). I can't wait! I just hope my legs don't seize up again... I'm going to be smothering them in a pre-emptive layer of deep heat cream and doing at least a 30 minute warm up. I've also tried to up my water intake by an...
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25 Mar : 13:46
Day 76 [ Show blog ]
Hey all,

A 2lb loss last night. A bit less than I was hoping for given that I had such a low loss last week, but at least it gets me to the 3st mark and just into a healthy BMI (by the nhs bmi calculator).

Feeling a bit demotivated, I went to the doctor yesterday about my muscle pains and cramps and he said that either I need to excercise less or come off the diet if I want them to stop I don't...
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24 Mar : 09:11
* Day 75 [ Show blog ]
Morning!

I'm in a particularly good mood today dispite having a long and tiring day ahead. I heard from my friend with leukemia last night, she is back at her mum's after finally being released from hospital! She is going back on Thursday to find out the planned course of treatment for now on (originally it was meant to be a 1 week on then 1 week off cycle of chemo but as she has taken over a mon...
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23 Mar : 08:53
* Day 74 [ Show blog ]
Just a quick update today, had my blood pressure check yesterday and it was right in the middle of the normal range so the high reading i had before must have just been an odd reading.

Booked in to see the doc about muscle pain tomorrow evening before WI, hopefully he can at least suggest some vitamins to take or some way for me to get through a 5 hour lindy workshop on Sunday as i'm not missing i...
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22 Mar : 09:29
* Day 73 [ Show blog ]
Another week starts... I can't wait for the easter break! 4 days to get on top of spring cleaning and hopefully even fit in a bit of a relax!!

I've been really struggling with muscle pain the last week or so and it's getting progressively worse. It started just being very achy and getting the odd leg/foot cramp after excercise and has got to the point where the smallest amount of excercise, no matt...
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19 Mar : 10:46
* Day 70 [ Show blog ]
Made it through to another Friday!! Just 9 more hours or so of work then I can relax at last!!!

Busy weekend ahead, playing squash again tonight (must do lots more warming up this time!!) then 3 hours of 1-2-1 dance training tomorrow morning in Portsmouth which is going to be exhausting but fun , then on to Bedford to see family and get things sorted out for selling my house there. Then back t...
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18 Mar : 09:07
* Day 69 (dudes!) [ Show blog ]
Please excuse my bill and ted's reference in my diary subject... I know it ages me!!

WI last night, as expected it was my slow week. Only a 1.7lb loss. But only 13.3lbs to go so as long as things pick up again I may just do it in my last 4 weeks of foundation, I only need to average just over 3lb a week to get to my goal on week 14 and my average to date has been 4lbs a week.

The actual meeting re...
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17 Mar : 10:26
* Day 68 [ Show blog ]
10th WI coming up tonight! As always both nervous and excited... with an undertone of sleepy Going by my pattern of losses so far I think I'm due a slower loss week this week so will be happy with 2lbs, but not shocked if it is slightly less than even that. I know that it will even out over the weeks. I'm at an average of just over 4.2lbs a week for the first 9 weeks and am ok if the average st...
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16 Mar : 09:42
Day 67 [ Show blog ]


Still aching like mad today, dancing on pulled muscles last night was really not pleasant and getting out of bed this morning was no easy job. Keep telling myself that this pain just means my muscles are re-forming to be stronger and healther so I'm going to look more toned and slim so it will be worth it But I'm also going to be doubling my warm up stretches in the hope of not being in quite s...
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15 Mar : 10:22
* Day 66 [ Show blog ]
Monday again already, I don't know where these weekends disappear!

Feeling a bit like I've been hit by a car this morning my OH decided to teach me to play squash yesterday, loved every minute of it but obviously I needed to do a lot more warming up stretching beforehand as everything aches this morning! Also working on my technique may help, I'm not sure you're meant to spend so much time on sl...
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12 Mar : 11:45
* Day 63 [ Show blog ]
It's Friday!!!!!

7 or so more hours of work then I'm free for 2 whole days! (may have to answer the odd email but at least I won't be stuck to my desk the whole day!).

I've noticed this last week I've been starting to clock watch to my next pack, a habit I thought I'd broken by setting alarms for when I should have them so that I wouldn't think about it. Instead it gets to about an hour before I'...
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11 Mar : 08:41
* Day 62 [ Show blog ]
Day 62 and feeling very pleased with myself for another 4lbs off at WI last night!! That means a total loss of 2stone 10lbs in 9 weeks!! I really think my head is struggling to process the info and will take some time to catch up with the changes this diet has made, I still just look in the mirror and see same old Christine, not that I was ever particularly unhappy with what I saw even at my ...
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10 Mar : 09:31
Day 61 [ Show blog ]
9th WI tonight!! Usual mix of excitement and nervousness to deal with all day in anticipation. Although I don't know why I get like that as by this point I know the diet works and even if I have a low loss it will be made up for the following week, so it doesn't really matter what my result is for the week, but I still can't stop getting jittery waiting for it!!

Had an extra 2 hours dancing last ...
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09 Mar : 10:21
* Day 60 [ Show blog ]
Can't believe I'm on day 60 already!! Time has really flown!!!

Still sticking to routine and 4 packs a day. I am starting to look forward to moving to RTM and just hope that my weight loss keeps an average of 3lbs a week so that I can hit my goal weight by the end of foundation and fingers crossed not have to go into developers. I'm getting more and more nervous about each weigh in now as an end ...
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08 Mar : 09:25
Day 59 [ Show blog ]
Morning!

Back at work for another 5 days... why can't every working week be a 3 day week???

Had to go back to Bedford to sort out my old house which I've been renting out since moving in with my OH, going to sell it now as i've had nothing but trouble from tenants over the last couple of years but stress of sorting radiators pulled off walls and smashed fence panels was somewhat eased by seeing m...
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04 Mar : 09:43
* Day 55 [ Show blog ]
-4.5lbs off at weigh in last night!!! Now that makes up for the low loss last week!!

Sorry for the short update today, things to do, people to see etc.

Hope everyone is staying strong!! xx
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03 Mar : 10:23
* Day 54 [ Show blog ]
Double whammy today - last day of work for the week and WI tonight

I know my LLC said not to expect a big loss this week as apparently you lose weight slower if you are run down, but I can't help hoping for at least 3lbs... although think i'll be ok with 2lbs, any less than that and I may have a bit of a tantrum!! Although I know i've also been down on my water intake compared to previous weeks ...
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03 Mar : 10:10
* Day 53 [ Show blog ]
It feels so good to be saying I only have to work today and tomorrow this week then am off for 4 days! yayyyy!! \:D

Still not sure what i'm doing with the days off, I need to head back to Bedford at some point (I have been renting out my house there since moving in with OH but tenants have been nothing but trouble last couple of years so now the latest lot have moved out I'm going to just sell, bu...
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01 Mar : 10:24
Day 52 [ Show blog ]
Morning!

Feeling a bit better mentally than Friday, it's amazing what a weekend can do to lift my spirits.

Still 100% on LL plan, did have a few moments of temptation and weak thoughts but managed to talk myself out of going off plan. I think my resolve is getting weaker now as I am a weight I am happy with looks wise, but I know that to look ok was not my reason for doing this diet, if I want to ...
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26 Feb : 19:55
* Day 49 Part 2 - Rant alert! [ Show blog ]
Sorry but I need to vent! (again!!! )

Went back to the doctors this afternoon as I called them at lunch with the pains getting worse and they said I should come in asap... well it turned out that the nurse I spoke to on the phone was a lot more sympathetic than the doctor I saw!!

I really am annoyed as feel that he was only so dismissive of me because he was running late. He didn't even turn up at...
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26 Feb : 09:37
Day 49 [ Show blog ]
I didn't think it would ever get here but it's finally Friday!!! \:D

I'm really looking forward to doing nothing this weekend... well less than normal weekends anyway. All I have planned is housework and usual dog walking responsibilities, a party Saturday night (prob won't stay too late though) and if we get a break from the rain then planting some bulbs and tidying up our bit of garden out side...
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25 Feb : 10:58
* Day 48 [ Show blog ]
Morning all

Went to the doctors last night and have been given antibiotics for a kidney infection. I was oddly happy to have something wrong with me as I thought I just wasn't coping with everything at the moment but knowing that I have an infection that would be causing me to feel so in pain and drained has in an odd way made me feel better that hopefully it isn't just me being weak and once i f...
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24 Feb : 10:53
* Day 47 [ Show blog ]
Morning all,

WI tonight, seems to have come round really quickly. To be honest as long as there is a move in the right direction I will be happy, even if it is only 1lb or less. I haven't eaten anything I shouldn't and have just stuck to my packs, but my water consumption has been down by at least half as I've not been feeling great and the water seems to just slosh around in my stomach and make it...
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23 Feb : 09:20
Day 46 [ Show blog ]
Morning all,

Dancing really helped pick up my spirits last night, it never fails! By the end I was aching quite badly which is odd as it doesn't normally, think my body is up to less at the moment. But still came home feeling upbeat.

This morning is a bit harder. Our team workload has just doubled over night so even with handing over the big project I was on I'm still going to be really busy over...
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22 Feb : 17:06
* Day 45 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Hope you all had good weekends.

I had my nurse checkup on Friday, blood pressure quite high which they want to keep an eye on, especially as it's been low side my whole life until now. I don't know if it's the diet or more likely the stress of the last few weeks (although nurse said blood pressure shouldn't be high from stress??).

Saturday was good, got my mind off things for a while at le...
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19 Feb : 09:29
Day 42 [ Show blog ]
Morning all,

Day 42, that seemed so far away when i started but has come around so quickly! I'm really seeing the difference in myself too now, I've not been this weight for so long and it is great to get into all the clothes that I've bought over the years as targets to get into and never managed it until now. Some are even a size 12! (although I'm sure they must be labelled wrong as I'm still in ...
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18 Feb : 09:33
Day 41 [ Show blog ]
Lost another 4lbs last night at WI which is 3lbs more than I was expecting Didn't feel up to staying for the meeting so just wished everyone luck and headed home.

Just half a pound from losing 2 stone now, I can't remember the last time I was this weight. My OH certainly hasnt seen me this size before. It has to be at least 5/6 years ago.

Got to head into the office today to give a talk to the le...
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17 Feb : 14:46
* Day 40 [ Show blog ]
Morning all, Wednesday already!! And more importantly day 40 already!!! Time is just flying by.

WI tonight, not really had a chance to even think about it this week, normally I get more and more worked up about it as it gets closer. I think it's because I've resigned myself to the fact i'm unlikely to have much of a loss if any this week as I've been tied to the laptop for so long each day that I'v...
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16 Feb : 09:28
* Day 39 [ Show blog ]
Hey all,

Thanks again for kind words on my previous blog. I'm still stressed out and will be until the end of this project but it's really uplifting hearing all the support!

Had dancing again last night, although it's always a mad rush to get there and I end up having to work even later into the night when I get back, it really gives me a boost and cheers me up

Decided I'm going to try and call my ...
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14 Feb : 20:18
* stressed! [ Show blog ]
Hey all,

Don't normally update my blog on the weekends but needed to vent

I've had a horrible weekend, mum always say things happen in 3s. First off I found out one of my 3 best friends was rushed to hospital with what they thought was a heart attack - turns out she has a large about of fluid built up on her heart from an infection that's been lying dormant for a while and its all very serious. Ca...
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12 Feb : 10:34
Day 35 [ Show blog ]
No emicon for stressed out!

Very quick update as loads of work I should be getting on with. Dancing was great last night, picked up my energy levels which meant could stay up late working. Good fun and great excercise.
Functioning on just 4 hours sleep now and can't wait for a lie in this weekend! Roll on deadlines next week and praying that no more projects come in for a couple of days so can have...
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11 Feb : 09:27
* Day 34 [ Show blog ]
Drum rolll please..... my WI results from last night..... .............. ready for it?!...... 5.5lbs!!! \:D

I can't believe I was so worked up thinking I might not make the 3lb mark this week, I'm so pleased!!! I want to skive off work for the day just to dance around in celebration I know you may think I'm over reacting but as I never had a huge dramatic weight loss to start me of...
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10 Feb : 09:46
Day 33 [ Show blog ]
5th weigh in tonight, eek!! Don't know why I'm worrying, I've stuck to the diet exactly all week, kept my water intake above 4ltrs a day and been excercising (although not as agressively as last week as I seem to tire so quickly). Think I am concerned that my weight loss is going to drop below 3lbs, It was hard enough adjusting to the fact that 3lbs a week is what my body seems to be settled at...
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09 Feb : 09:57
Day 32 [ Show blog ]
We really need an emicon for FREEZING!!! Closest I can get is the little purple devil as my skin is looking pretty much that colour now, maybe a little more blue!! >:)

It is sooooo cold out, I couldn't stay out longer than 45 mins with the dog this morning as my face just hurt so badly from the cold, even though I was out in a body warmer, a t-shirt, 2 jumpers, 2 pairs of trousers (bonus of losing w...
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08 Feb : 09:35
* Day 31 (already!) [ Show blog ]
Monday morning again... that phrase seems to come round far too quickly each week! But i'm feeling positive knowing I've somehow got to day 31 in what feels like no time at all Hope the rest of the time flies by this fast!

Hope everyone had a good weekend and stayed strong. Saturday night was by far my biggest challenge to date. Headed into London to meet friends for drinks after the rugby which...
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05 Feb : 09:52
* Day 28 [ Show blog ]
Morning LLers!

Thanks again to all those who commented on my blog yesterday, the support you all give is so amazing. It can be tough working from home on your own when you feel low, no one to chat to to take your mind off things and keep your spirits up, but you guys all saved the day

I'm feeling much more positive today. Still shattered but its Friday so an end to the horrid week of work is in ...
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04 Feb : 09:27
* Day 27 [ Show blog ]
Writing this for the 2nd time as lost it when it went to save!

Just to warn you this blog is going to include a lot of moaning as i'm feeling really rubbish so don't read it if it's going to drag you down!!

Well it's the morning of Thursday, my day 27 on the programme. Probably this is the lowest i've felt since starting LL. I don't think it's the fault of the diet i've just had so much on and b...
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03 Feb : 09:59
* Day 26 and Jive/Swing/Lindy dancing [ Show blog ]
I thought I'd use this blog to say a bit about dancing as I've mentioned that it is my main reason and motivation for losing so much weight, and a couple of people have asked what the hell it is! Swing dancing is a blanket term for any styles right from the 1920s Charleston through to 1950s Rock and Roll and all the stages of development in between. My favourite style is Lindy Hop which is a partn...
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02 Feb : 16:37
Day 25 [ Show blog ]
Tuesday afternoon and just back from the office and a long meeting, got lots to action this afternoon but can't get my head in the right place for it so thought I'd take 10 mins to add another journal entry and have a bit of a break...

Managed over 14000 steps yesterday with dancing and walking the dog so feeling very smug! Forgot to put it on when walking him this morning so count for today will...
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01 Feb : 10:15
Day 24 [ Show blog ]
That Monday feeling....

Weekend was good, managed to find some trainers after trying on nearly every pair in the shop! The only ones I could find with anywhere near enough arch support were oasics ones, so I'm glad I didn't go with my initial plan to just order some nikes off the net! Also bought some gym clothes as a friend mentioned having some spare free passes, so hopefully she'll let me ma...
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29 Jan : 11:25
* Day 21 [ Show blog ]
It's FRIIIIIDAAAYYYYYYYY!!! \:D

Went dancing last night for 2 hours assisting on the beginners and intermediates classes, enjoyed it far more than Monday night's classes. The teacher I was assisting last night taught me to dance so I'm far more used to his style and signals so I didn't have to focus so hard on what I was doing. Lots of spinning though so ended up quite dizzy! (but always d...
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28 Jan : 09:34
* Day 20 [ Show blog ]
Morning!

Start of Thursday (day 20) and the weekend is finally in sight at least!

Weigh in last night: -3lbs (and a half to be exact but I'm rounding down to whole numbers to keep things simple). I am trying to be positive about it, I mean that's a total of 15lbs in 19 days, but I had expected more given that there has been such a difference in my clothes this week. So I'm focusing on that - it do...
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26 Jan : 17:27
Day 18 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

A quick update before going into my next round of conference calls for the day

Dancing last night went really well, only messed up once (bit embarressing infront of a whole class of people who expect you to be the expert! ) but don't think it mattered and it was all good fun.
I did get quite taken aback when they gave me my uniform for the term, they'd given me an XXL t-shirt which even b...
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25 Jan : 10:15
* Day 17 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

At the start of day 17 and dreading another week ahead at work, but feeling great about the diet!!

The weekend was fab, a nice lazy day Saturday just catching up on sleep and housework. And it was a great feeling to get my jeans out the tumble dryer and where they are normally a real struggle to get on after going through the wash, they fit perfectly and by the end of the day I was in d...
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25 Jan : 10:15
* Day 17 [ Show blog ]
Morning all!

At the start of day 17 and dreading another week ahead at work, but feeling great about the diet!!

The weekend was fab, a nice lazy day Saturday just catching up on sleep and housework. And it was a great feeling to get my jeans out the tumble dryer and where they are normally a real struggle to get on after going through the wash, they fit perfectly and by the end of the day I was in d...
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21 Jan : 15:29
Day 13 [ Show blog ]
Hi all! It's Thursday and the weekend is slowly creeping nearer

Week has been going really well diet wise (will try to focus on that and not to moan about work today, there is enough about that in my blog aready )

Was out dancing Tuesday night, 2 hours is seeming to be my limit at the moment with dancing, then I just start to feel weak and my co-ordination goes out the window. Luckily the nex...
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19 Jan : 13:57
* Day 11 [ Show blog ]
Taking a leaf out of John R's book and logging on for a quick rant about work rather than reaching for the snacks!!!

The diet is going really well but I'm so overloaded with work and it just feels like everyone is out to make my life more difficult at the moment!!! I'm already struggling to fit in 12 hour days at my day job to get that in as well as making my evening dance classes and LL meetings, ...
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17 Jan : 19:08
* Days 7, 8 and 9 [ Show blog ]
Nearing the end of day 9 and thought i'd get an update in before the madness of work starts again tomorrow morning. I should apologise in advance for if i get behind on my blog updates for the next week, work is manic which is in a way a blessing as when it gets like this I don't have time to think of food!

Day 7 - Friday
Not much to report, a busy day with work meant I didn't really have time to th...
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15 Jan : 12:24
* Day 6 [ Show blog ]
Thursday was a bit up and down, up in that the worst side effects from the diet seem to be nearly gone now and generally feeling pretty healthy and happy, but down from work and stress!

I tried my first chilli pack at lunch time and it was a really odd sensation actually eating something after a few days of just drinking shakes! I'm not sure if it was in my head or physical hunger but i then had hu...
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14 Jan : 07:41
* Day 5 - And first weigh in!! [ Show blog ]
Just a quick update on day 5 as a busy day at work ahead means I'm unlikely to get back on here today.

I spent most of the day quite nervous/excited about attending my first meeting. I was quite worried about the group therapy session as I've been to different forms of group councelling before and always found myself resorting to sarcasm and negativity at all the hippy type things they can come out...
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13 Jan : 10:19
Day 4 [ Show blog ]
Hi all,

Thought i'd update you on how day 4 (yesterday) went.

Things are getting a lot better and easier already - touch wood! I'm still needing to be close to a toilet at all times but the nausea has completely gone now i'm sticking to only the shakes, and I only get dizzy when i first stand up or bend down which is a vast improvement!!

Generally spent day 4 walking on air as felt so relieved at f...
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12 Jan : 10:41
Days 1 - 3 [ Show blog ]
Hi,

Thought i'd record a journal of my experiences on lighterlife, mainly for my own chance to vent about things on my mind but if it helps anyone else then all the better!

A bit of background about me for anyone reading this is I'm 29, 5'6" and weigh 14.3. I spent most of last year around 13.7 but gained a lot over the last month trying to clear out the cupboards from all the chocs and luxury foods...
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