| Hey All, I'm Vee 32, am am coming back to the world of LL ... as a returner ! I started off last July and left after 2 months due to a number of reasons, mainly finances and over the past 8/9 months the weight slowly crept back on.thankfully not past what I was last yr.. and only on seeing pictures of myself in May of this year did I realise I need to do something about my weight. I was in denial. I start my journey at just over 80 kilos and hope to get down to 60 kilos or lower by mid August with a normal BMI rather than Obese or Overweight ! Fingers crossed The strange thing is, I still do not think I look massively overweight, what my eyes see in the mirror is very different to what I see on pictures ! and what the scales n BMI say! So I have some body image issues to face as well as my addiction to "food" ... need to make the most of sessions to learn techniques to curb the pangs and to kill the inner voice telling me it's okay to be fat ! when I know it's not ! Finding it hard 2nd time around... but am determined to get to goal....\:D Hoping writing a journal and thinking about what I am feeling will help me this time around.... Wish me luck ! Here's to a new me in August ! Start weight - 80 kilos week 1 - 6.5lbs =D> and it was TOTM ! \:D Week 2 - 1lb ( well 0.95) but I'm counting it  Week 3 - 3.1 lbs off Week 4 - +0.9lb gutted but it's my own fault Week 5 - -3 lbs =D> Week 6 - -1.5 lbs (not as great as expected, but did lapse once) Week 7 - -1.5lbs ( getting there !!! slowly but surely) Week 8 - Week 9 - Week 10- Week 11- Week 12- Week 13 - Week 14 - Vee Some Goals to look forward to : Goal 1 - less than 75 kilo's - acheived 16th June 2010.  Goal 2 - less than 70 kilo's Goal 3 - less than 65 kilo's Goal 4 - less than 60 kilo's Goal 5 - Goal of 55 kilo's Goal 6 - size 10 clothes Goal 7 - BMI of under 30 date acheived - acheived 16th June 2010Goal 8 - BMI under 25 date acheived Goal 9 - biggest weekly wieght loss in lbs- (try and spur myself to beat my personal best )! to date 6.5lbs....1st week Goal 10 - less than 12 stone -acheived 16th June 2010 Goal 11 - less than 11 stone Treat to my self for getting to Goal weight will be : Fashion Proffesional Photo Shoot, Holiday so I can show off my beach bod and a "rock" as promised by OH ! Now if that's not inspiration I dont know what is.... |
havent been on line and blogged for a while... have missed everyone... good to see some new faces, and a few of the regulars ! Been reading blogs to keep my spirits up...
on the SW front, its going well... I have managed to keep off what I lost thru being on the packs and I am sticking to my green days on plan.... trying to drink lots of water and eat lots of veg... lets seee
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on the SW front, its going well... I have managed to keep off what I lost thru being on the packs and I am sticking to my green days on plan.... trying to drink lots of water and eat lots of veg... lets seee
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sw seems to be working, i know i am not going to have major losses... but am goin to settle with 1lb or 2lbs a week !
i have not overly binged or over eaten.. strange but seem to have my portion control in hand...
bf got shingles... so am nursing him!!! well trying...
got a busy weekend ahead but going to stick to my green days !!! lol
i have not overly binged or over eaten.. strange but seem to have my portion control in hand...
bf got shingles... so am nursing him!!! well trying...
got a busy weekend ahead but going to stick to my green days !!! lol Comments
am trying to figure out how i am feeling,..... have had to come off the packs and LL for a while... thinking i still need to stick to some kind of LCD but for the mo doc says no VLCD.. thinking WW or SW as recommended by Chaaya....
i have 4 weeks worth of packs,... i am going to keep hold of these until i get the all clear from my docs... wierd really as was thinking of coming off LL and doing it a...
i have 4 weeks worth of packs,... i am going to keep hold of these until i get the all clear from my docs... wierd really as was thinking of coming off LL and doing it a...
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back from weigh in.... stayed the same... ! not sure how to feel.... glad i didnt put on but sad i didnt lose... i thought 1lb or 3lbs loss would be the norm... but gutted i didnt lose.
llc advised i go and weigh in on sunday and it might spur me on... lets see... all its made to think is maybe my portion sizes were too big and maybe the bf was right! hmmmmm
lets see..... how I do this week ! x no...
llc advised i go and weigh in on sunday and it might spur me on... lets see... all its made to think is maybe my portion sizes were too big and maybe the bf was right! hmmmmm
lets see..... how I do this week ! x no...
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got weigh in tonite for 1st week on LL Lite...
am worried and nervous and excited at the same time! lol... what is the matter with me !!??! i have stuck to the portions.. my clothes dont feel any different i tihnk i look the same !
still struggling with water.. stuggling to drink even 2 litres....and another comment i'd like to share... dont really think the classes are doing anything for me ! I c...
am worried and nervous and excited at the same time! lol... what is the matter with me !!??! i have stuck to the portions.. my clothes dont feel any different i tihnk i look the same !
still struggling with water.. stuggling to drink even 2 litres....and another comment i'd like to share... dont really think the classes are doing anything for me ! I c...
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had a headache this morning, nothing a quick fix of paracetomol cudnt fix... defo noticed i need to up my water intake.. loo breaks are few and far between.. only managed 2 litres since starting Lite... 3 days to weigh in up to 4 litres and hope for good loss.. will be happy with 3lbs for first loss.. from LL to LLL wiegh in.. lets see.... hope my portion sizes n food choices have been the right o...
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just got in from a long day out,... been out since 11am this morning ! think LLL is answer to my problems... managed fine on my 3 packs and 1 meal.... actually cooked at my mums..and my mum n sis in law had a LLL meal of grilled aubergines, and a stir fry of veg medley....
tempted to jump on scales to see how much I have lost so far if any.. still worried I may put on.. as I eating too much with th...
tempted to jump on scales to see how much I have lost so far if any.. still worried I may put on.. as I eating too much with th...
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completed day ! of LL Lite yesterday, (sorry mention of food below).... and stuck to plan... so why am I feeling upset and sad...
Well just want to share my thoughts and feelings with you...
I stuck to my 3 packs and had my 1 meal which consisted of Tofu, portion as per book, salad..big plateful and boiled veg in tomato and herbs... I felt like I was lapsing, stupid as I know its allowed but felt so...
Well just want to share my thoughts and feelings with you...
I stuck to my 3 packs and had my 1 meal which consisted of Tofu, portion as per book, salad..big plateful and boiled veg in tomato and herbs... I felt like I was lapsing, stupid as I know its allowed but felt so...
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just got back from weigh in weight is showing as a gain of 0.3 kilos ! a gain.not good... but I chose to eat and I need to face the facts it was going to show on the scales... but hey ho no beating myself up...... hopefully the next 4 weeks will change that ! I have struggled over the past few weeks and keep jumping from PRO LL to anti LL lol ! my skitsophenic phases need to STOP!
roll on next we...
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i am feeling a little poorly ! coughing for england... dont know what it is but persistent dry cough.... keep havin to cross my legs incase I cant control my bladder.. so yep very annoying cough!!
got some linctus and amoxylin so hopefully will clear up soon !
my little monkey has been in the wars so spent most of last weekend with him and BF in hospital.. all is well now... he's back in action bu...
got some linctus and amoxylin so hopefully will clear up soon !
my little monkey has been in the wars so spent most of last weekend with him and BF in hospital.. all is well now... he's back in action bu...
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as i mentioned a few days ago was getting very depressed with ill fitting clothes ... so went out and bought 4 new maxi dresses and 1 short one up to my knees.... got compliments from girl in changing room .. and bf said i looked stunning...mum paid for the dresses as she will be on holiday in aug when i am away and she wanted to give me some money so decided to use the money for my new dresses to...
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ermmmm not feeling upset, hungry, angry, just happy...... for a change.
going to go shopiing for some inbetween clothes to get me thru July .... just need a pick me up...
so going to stick to plan this month,,,,, cant wait to see what my extra loss will be like on the 1st of August.... !!!
put up a few pics of last weekend on fb, and got so many postive strokes ! spured me on.. my cuz said i didnt ...
going to go shopiing for some inbetween clothes to get me thru July .... just need a pick me up...
so going to stick to plan this month,,,,, cant wait to see what my extra loss will be like on the 1st of August.... !!!
put up a few pics of last weekend on fb, and got so many postive strokes ! spured me on.. my cuz said i didnt ...
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back from weigh in and 1.5lbs off... whoo hoo! not a brill loss... but hey I did lapse so not bad considering...
made a decision to stay on plan for the whole of july and hopefully lose another stone... and get me down to just under 65 kilos... hopefully the remaining 5 kilos or so... I can do thru LLL... or on my way to RTM... hmmmmm
Gutted I have strayed as many times as I have thru the weeks. bu...
made a decision to stay on plan for the whole of july and hopefully lose another stone... and get me down to just under 65 kilos... hopefully the remaining 5 kilos or so... I can do thru LLL... or on my way to RTM... hmmmmm
Gutted I have strayed as many times as I have thru the weeks. bu...
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ok .... after much arguing with myself... have reached a critical point in my LL journey...
left the prorgramme on week 8 or thre abouts last time... am struggling with sticking to plan.... and now have last stone n bit to lose... do i stick to plan for weeks... and do it 100% no lapses ! or do I leave the LL path and go to WW or SW,,,
decisions decisions... feel like if i stop on LL... I will go...
left the prorgramme on week 8 or thre abouts last time... am struggling with sticking to plan.... and now have last stone n bit to lose... do i stick to plan for weeks... and do it 100% no lapses ! or do I leave the LL path and go to WW or SW,,,
decisions decisions... feel like if i stop on LL... I will go...
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had a hectic day so far...school run... gym, swimming, blood tests... so got to 12pm and nearly fainted! had to not eat or drink for my test.... then an intense hr with my solicitor.... arrgghhhhh Divorce stuff...
was very tempted to go and sit in Pizza Express by myself and binge and drink my self into the ground... but resisted... went shopping instread... and got some beauty products....
hmmmmm.....
was very tempted to go and sit in Pizza Express by myself and binge and drink my self into the ground... but resisted... went shopping instread... and got some beauty products....
hmmmmm.....
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not sure why i am feeling down today... had a busy day....had my sons sports day so went along to cheer him on... went to the gym ! and had a pleasant day all in all.....feel upset for some reason.....
thoughts of lapsing have passed my mind maybe 1000 times today, dont feel hunger.. why am i feeling like this... whats the matter with me!
hmmmm did give myself a pedicure.. so my feet look nice and...
thoughts of lapsing have passed my mind maybe 1000 times today, dont feel hunger.. why am i feeling like this... whats the matter with me!
hmmmm did give myself a pedicure.. so my feet look nice and...
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OMG OMG have managed to get access to LL community website again..
my ip address was blocked.. tried so many things to get back on line... ended up with a virus on my laptop too !!! was lost without the site... n the support and reading the inspirational blogs...
am going to spend the next hr before read, stalking and reading blogs ! lol....
missed the site sooo much !!!! feel on a high now i have a...
my ip address was blocked.. tried so many things to get back on line... ended up with a virus on my laptop too !!! was lost without the site... n the support and reading the inspirational blogs...
am going to spend the next hr before read, stalking and reading blogs ! lol....
missed the site sooo much !!!! feel on a high now i have a...
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I haven't been able to blog for a few days and god how I have missed the support ! My laptop. Is not allowed to access the forum website for some reason , arrgghhh ! My.IP address not working so posting blog from my fone! Its slow but hey ho...
I have been oing well since weigh in.. Went to debenhms nite and it was great luved it glad I went.. M got some pampering treats for myself... N. Will be b...
I have been oing well since weigh in.. Went to debenhms nite and it was great luved it glad I went.. M got some pampering treats for myself... N. Will be b...
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what the hell is wrong with me???? 
started off so postive today... and now I just want to eat... soooo fancy binging on pizza and crap ! and going back on plan tmrw...>:/
why am i sabotaging my progress..???? flipping heck... got up to go to the kitchen 5 times... n sat back down....
Feel down and dont know if I want to go to Debenhams nite now... what the hell... sat here feeling sorry for my s...
started off so postive today... and now I just want to eat... soooo fancy binging on pizza and crap ! and going back on plan tmrw...>:/why am i sabotaging my progress..????
flipping heck... got up to go to the kitchen 5 times... n sat back down....Feel down and dont know if I want to go to Debenhams nite now... what the hell... sat here feeling sorry for my s...
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it's weird but 1st day after weigh in I am always on top of the world and its like no one can stop me, think I need to trick my brain into thinking that everyday, rather than.... okay lets stick to plan day 1/3 cheat on 4/5 and then try n get back into ketosis by next weigh in... Hmmmmmm need to change this definately... so plan for this week...
Drink at least 4 litres or maybe even 5.. drank 5 + ...
Drink at least 4 litres or maybe even 5.. drank 5 + ...
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a positive blog for a change.... sorry for being a moody cow recently....and boring you all with my stupidness of lapsing...
just got bck from wiegh in.... ecstatic.... 3lbs off....:D which means I am no longer Obese... I am now officially overwieght as per my BMI.... less than 30 now... lol... also got 1 of my goals less than 75 kilos now... no going back .....
Just called BF to let him know... bl...
just got bck from wiegh in.... ecstatic.... 3lbs off....:D which means I am no longer Obese... I am now officially overwieght as per my BMI.... less than 30 now... lol... also got 1 of my goals less than 75 kilos now... no going back .....
Just called BF to let him know... bl...
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it's weigh in tonite.. am nervous as i did have a very few bad days... came off the packs until sunday so only just getting back into ketosis... am sure i will put on a few lbs but hpefully as i am now mentally back on track i shud be able to get a good loss next week. x
keep you posted after weigh in....
i have been so good today and managed my 3 litres of water already and it's only 4.30pm... bee...
keep you posted after weigh in....
i have been so good today and managed my 3 litres of water already and it's only 4.30pm... bee...
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have got over the headaches... touch wood !
back on track ....only got thru this weekend by reading everyone else blogs n B&A.. Thank you all for comment and support x
back on track ....only got thru this weekend by reading everyone else blogs n B&A.. Thank you all for comment and support x
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Sunday and its rainy and miserable outside... but I am sitting her wih my gooey Choc ! (thanks Chaaya -for the tip) ! and loving it !
Stuck to pln for 2 days now... hopefully will kick myself into ketosis again by Tuesday.... fingers crossed.
Have written off the past 2 weeks as my child like tantrums and an going to now be the adult and say no more cheating.....
Had a good chat with myself this mo...
Stuck to pln for 2 days now... hopefully will kick myself into ketosis again by Tuesday.... fingers crossed.
Have written off the past 2 weeks as my child like tantrums and an going to now be the adult and say no more cheating.....
Had a good chat with myself this mo...
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its friday nite, and having a nite in with my little munchkin.... since m blip last week I have struggled with sticking to the packs the past two days...:-& I actually binghed !
why do i keep doing this to myself , TOTM making me hungry ? boredom? just wanna eat !!!! I havent posted as lapsed yday so kinda keel guilty for coming on line and posting comments for others...
I really need to get my...
why do i keep doing this to myself , TOTM making me hungry ? boredom? just wanna eat !!!! I havent posted as lapsed yday so kinda keel guilty for coming on line and posting comments for others...
I really need to get my...
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wel well wel... back from weigh in on 0.98lb on.... phewwwww not 3 kilos as i had thought... wot a nightmare..
back on track.... hopefully i'll get it right this week....
thanks to all for your support. i would have given up if it wasnt for the supprt from you guys n gals...
i know for a fact i would have jackd it in but read a few messages last night and thouhgt no i have to DO this for ME !
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back on track.... hopefully i'll get it right this week....
thanks to all for your support. i would have given up if it wasnt for the supprt from you guys n gals...
i know for a fact i would have jackd it in but read a few messages last night and thouhgt no i have to DO this for ME !
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well.... back on track... finally this week hs been a right off ! what a loser I am....not on the scales unfortunately...
I have my weigh in tmrw hun....went to the gym to try and make up for my lapsing and used the scales and i seem to be 77 kilos ! that means in space of week i have put on 4.7 kilos... what the hell ! arrgghhhhhh 1 week of lasping... and look what damage i have done...
dont want ...
I have my weigh in tmrw hun....went to the gym to try and make up for my lapsing and used the scales and i seem to be 77 kilos ! that means in space of week i have put on 4.7 kilos... what the hell ! arrgghhhhhh 1 week of lasping... and look what damage i have done...
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>:Pwell,,,, i have well n truly screwed up abstinence.....lapsing hard core fri, sa, n sunday... big time....
wht the hell is wrong with me ? ...... argggghhhhh!
can i get back on trck tmrw.... hmmm i hope to god i can,.. get over my mini dilemma ! ....
wht the hell is wrong with me ? ...... argggghhhhh!
can i get back on trck tmrw.... hmmm i hope to god i can,.. get over my mini dilemma ! ....
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well... cudnt get thru the day, dissapointed at my lapsing... i was doing it for thesake of it... my mind playing games.... gutted as cant really afford to not stick to plan and eat !
why am i so stupid....
not looking for sympathy or comments... just off loading... going to write off today as a bad day and back on 100% abstincnce tmrw... if i stick to plan i might get 3lbs + loss to get to stone ...
why am i so stupid....
not looking for sympathy or comments... just off loading... going to write off today as a bad day and back on 100% abstincnce tmrw... if i stick to plan i might get 3lbs + loss to get to stone ...
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well.. a moment of madness yesterday... yup nibbled ! >:P feel bad for it... and back on track today.. why do i do this to myself ? i was upset with my 3.1 lbs loss yday and was expecting more.. all the girls in my LL group ae doing so well and getting good losses... some of them have already got to 2stone + at week 6, and at week 3 all i have managed is 10lbs... i know that is still a lot but i ha...
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was hoping for a bigger loss as only lost 1lb last week, stayed on plan and still only 3.1 lbs..
on a positive now weigh 11.8lbs... cant remember wieghin less than 12 stone since start of yr so know i can do it... only another stone and a half to go.... come on Vee... no crooked thinking !
on a positive now weigh 11.8lbs... cant remember wieghin less than 12 stone since start of yr so know i can do it... only another stone and a half to go.... come on Vee... no crooked thinking !
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well.. had a busy day.... so been drinking lots of water.. think the sun is making me more thirsty ! and less hungry only 6.30pm and only had 1 pack.. dont feel dizzy or faint so few more packs to enjoy until bedtime !
got weigh in at 7, feeling nervous and excited, have stuck to plan so shud have lost but only 1lb last week so hopefully this week will be a good one..
OH has hidden the scales... !
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got weigh in at 7, feeling nervous and excited, have stuck to plan so shud have lost but only 1lb last week so hopefully this week will be a good one..
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headache passed n feelin good.... ! looking forward to weigh in tmrw.... am i finally getting over the temptation...
Went to Macdonalds n had a coffee ! OH ate his burger n fries... ! no temptaton... had my shake n black coffee ! yeaaaah to me ! \:D
am i finally getting over the temptation...Went to Macdonalds n had a coffee ! OH ate his burger n fries... ! no temptaton... had my shake n black coffee ! yeaaaah to me ! \:D
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cant sleep.. got a stinker of a headache ! take some paracetomol but no joy !drank lots of water surely it cant still be the headaches from week 1 .... damn so close to picking at some chocolate ..... trying to fight it.... got thru monday... come on vee only 2 mre days till weigh in.....
i am at war with myself..... !
i am at war with myself..... !
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cant sleep.. got a stinker of a headache ! take some paracetomol but no joy !drank lots of water surely it cant still be the headaches from week 1 .... damn so close to picking at some chocolate ..... trying to fight it.... got thru monday... come on vee only 2 mre days till weigh in.....
i am at war with myself..... !
i am at war with myself..... !
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well... what a bank holiday weekend..
I have entertained over 20 ppl thru out this weekend, with food , booze , n junk food n I stuck religiously to plan....
I went to a club last nite in manchester i drove as tee - total ! lol... and drank 2 litres of water in the club... combination of sparking and still.. we got back in at 5am this morning and everyone had pizza, burgers, and chips .... i had a ...
I have entertained over 20 ppl thru out this weekend, with food , booze , n junk food n I stuck religiously to plan....
I went to a club last nite in manchester i drove as tee - total ! lol... and drank 2 litres of water in the club... combination of sparking and still.. we got back in at 5am this morning and everyone had pizza, burgers, and chips .... i had a ...
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well... got thru the day,.... only done 2 litres water today... gonna aim for 1 more before bed time....
and no lapses... lots of thinking bout food...
entertainin guests for the weekend... 7 women... all eatin chips, peas and pies... and booze and i am sitting here with a pint of sunshine orange and my shake !
roll on tmrw!! so going to do this...
and no lapses... lots of thinking bout food...
entertainin guests for the weekend... 7 women... all eatin chips, peas and pies... and booze and i am sitting here with a pint of sunshine orange and my shake !
roll on tmrw!! so going to do this...
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welll... day 1 of expirement was successful.... managed my 3+ litres of water...jus going to have a little check list... and make sure i keep the water up this week... the weein is ridiculous.... !
Does that reduce n ur body get used to the excess water intake... or is this the habit of a lifetime now.... in order for me to be a skinnie minnie yummy mummy I have to wee every 1/2 hr ! or wear a nap...
Does that reduce n ur body get used to the excess water intake... or is this the habit of a lifetime now.... in order for me to be a skinnie minnie yummy mummy I have to wee every 1/2 hr ! or wear a nap...
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Well... look like I am going to on n off the loo today with my litres + ! but going to see how my little experimant of 3 litres daily... goes.. some days I wsnt even having 1 so I shud see a good loss for next weigh in... I better had or there will b trouble and my poor son or OH will get the brunt of it ! lol...
Also not sure if having my packs late evening are impacting my loss.. I tend to have c...
Also not sure if having my packs late evening are impacting my loss.. I tend to have c...
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well..... got back from weigh in n a measly 1lb off..... as u can see from my blogs i only lapsed once n i didnt think that would hold my weight loss back..
soooooo upset , but geared up for this week... it will come off ! I just have to persevere... God help me this week ! I am going to be an absolute biatch to be around..... anyone who encourages em to lapse will be in serious trouble !
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Well weigh in at pm tonite.... nervous and anxious.... and excited... want to eat soemthing, but i think it's just the voices in my head ..... lets see how i do 2nite... going to go to the gym for a run... to help burn a few more calories ! lol 
fingers crossed it'll help my loss this week ! i know too little too late... but been back no track since sunday so shud see a good / or at least a loss ...
fingers crossed it'll help my loss this week ! i know too little too late... but been back no track since sunday so shud see a good / or at least a loss ... Comments
cudnt face the gym today... feel little drained... maybe tmrw before weigh in.....
keep thinking about food.... missing chocolate n my sweet tooth fix ! that might be why i got 3+ stones to lose... lol too many cakes...
admted to myself today i do have an addiction to food, hmmmmm lets see how i do at weigh in tmrw...
just thinking if i have lost on the scales tmrw.... why dont i notice any change...
keep thinking about food.... missing chocolate n my sweet tooth fix ! that might be why i got 3+ stones to lose... lol too many cakes...
admted to myself today i do have an addiction to food, hmmmmm lets see how i do at weigh in tmrw...
just thinking if i have lost on the scales tmrw.... why dont i notice any change... Comments
well.... never thought i wud say this but i feel great.... my skin is glowing, even ppl are commenting... after nearly 2 weeks how great my skin looks.. the water is defo helping....
went to blackpool today, walked the whole strip of the beach.. 1hr, went to the gym n did 1/2 hr jogging, so defo a great day.. had all my packs and lots of water...
my only complaint, rnning to the loo every half hr o...
went to blackpool today, walked the whole strip of the beach.. 1hr, went to the gym n did 1/2 hr jogging, so defo a great day.. had all my packs and lots of water...
my only complaint, rnning to the loo every half hr o...
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hmmmmm.... went to a bbq today, resisted for ages.. then picked on corn on cob, peppers, tomatoes... n had a vegew burger.... drank lots of water resisted the booze... but am sure i have kicked myself out of ketosis... so upset.!!!!just sat at home n had an ice cream... as i had already lapsed thought WTH and ate it.... beating myself up now...! soo stupid... hope that between sunday and wed i ca...
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hey all.... feel very depressed today..... the suns out ! feelin sorry for mself... keep looking at the skinny girls around n wondering if i will ever be like that... i know lapsing wont make me look like that.... so trying to stay positive...
going to sit in the garden n chill out..... listen to some upbeat music and hpe i snap out of it...
getting. moody with my son ... he got the brunt of it befo...
going to sit in the garden n chill out..... listen to some upbeat music and hpe i snap out of it...
getting. moody with my son ... he got the brunt of it befo...
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not sure why... but feel like binging ! not feeling hungry but... keep going to the cupboards.... hmmmmmm....
lets see.... trying to resist......!
lets see.... trying to resist......!
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well,... i made it to day 7 , got weigh in 7pm 2nite.... excited... hope i am losing..... will update later.... hunger pains seem to have dissapeared... just in my head .... voices saying u shud be naughty... hell no !!! 
Back from weigh in 6.5lbs down... whoo hooo ! sooo happy......\:D
Back from weigh in 6.5lbs down... whoo hooo ! sooo happy......\:D
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cant beleive i am saying this.. but headaches have passed, i think i have myself into ketosis... no lapses ! sooo looking forward to wiegh in tmrw....
trying to drink 3 litres of water its hard... keep weeing for England !
trying to drink 3 litres of water its hard... keep weeing for England !
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hey all..... well into day 3 and i have managed 2 packs, sat nite I normally get the munchies... so lets see how i do ! Entertaining guests tmrw... so if i can get thru today n tmrw .. i've won my own battle ! yeeaaahhh
just thinking bout food... so online distractibg myself with the BnA pics to motivate myself......
just thinking bout food... so online distractibg myself with the BnA pics to motivate myself......
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Hey All,
Its day 2 or me and I'm feelin sick as a dog, got really bad headache since yesterday... but havent lapsed ! gonna sleep in a while so will make it to day 3 without being tempted by food......
Not sure if I am feeling hungry or if its in my head.....
Keep thinking about Wed weigh in and that's keepin me spurred on !:)
Its day 2 or me and I'm feelin sick as a dog, got really bad headache since yesterday... but havent lapsed ! gonna sleep in a while so will make it to day 3 without being tempted by food......
Not sure if I am feeling hungry or if its in my head.....
Keep thinking about Wed weigh in and that's keepin me spurred on !:)
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