Diary of a 31 year old food addict and serial yo-yo dieter
I LOVE FOOD!!!!!!!!!! Good food, bad food, all food without prejudice.
Hoping LL will reducate my tastebuds and conquer my demons.

First goal 214lbs (under 30 BMI no longer obese) DONE WEEK 4!:)
Second Goal 211lbs (10%off) DONE WEEK 5
Third Goal 209lbs (in the 14st)
Fourth Goal 199lbs (under 200)
Fifth Goal 195lbs (in the 13s)
Sixth Goal 187lbs (50lbs gone)
Seventh Goal 182lbs (in the 12s)
Eighth Goal 175lbs (healthy BMI)
Final Goal 167lbs

23 Aug : 01:56
* Day 32 [ Show blog ]
Well have just finished work and am knackered but just had to pop on and share my good news.
Was away all last week at center parc with my family and had a great time. We were swimming, bowling, cycling, playing badmingtom and running after my 18mth neice was fantastic. I did eat, there was no way I could go a whole week of smelling my dads bbqs. So I had 2 or 3 foodpacks a day and a dinner with ...
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12 Aug : 14:35
* week 4 EPIC FAIL! [ Show blog ]
Well what a great start to the week. Went out all weekend and missed having a drink but wasn't tempted to cheat. Avoided the take aways and the amazing smells of the food stalls and I felt really good and virtuous. Then I was working late shift on monday, was fine. Then tuesday I don't know what it was I had a horrible headache all day, took paracetamol and drank as much water as I could but I ...
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06 Aug : 12:23
* week 3, going strong [ Show blog ]
Bit annoyed this morning because it is horrible and rainy up in edinburgh today. Went out last night to see John Bishop, he was great and I didn't really miss drinking. Even went with my friends to the chip shop on the way home and didn't succumb, they were very apologetic but I kept saying to them just forget about me. If they didn't know I was on a diet and I just said I wasn't hungry they woul...
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03 Aug : 15:52
* nearly WI!!!! [ Show blog ]
Well thats the weekend over,thought it was going to be a breeze but it didn't turn out that way. Not sure what it was. Felt hungry and really tired. Was really busy at work and had to deal with the usual fri/sat night drunks shouting at staff, crazy hen/stag parties and chasing shoplifters so was stressed and almost fell back to food but just managed to not cheat. Tried the bars and not sure if i...
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29 Jul : 20:53
* Good start to 2nd week [ Show blog ]
Just had such a lovely day off, helped by the beautiful weather.
Sorted out my wardrobe this morning and all the hidden clothes in drawers. Helped me to see all the money i've wasted on clothes that I can't fit into or never even worn. So sorted it into first wardrobe of clothes I can wear now which I will definitley throw out by the end of August if not sooner all 16/18s (am tall so lucky to be ...
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28 Jul : 23:03
* End of 1st Week!! [ Show blog ]
Well 1st weigh in and lost 10.5lbs. Yay
But tinged with dissapointment as I ate my last foodpack at half two and didn't get back from meeting till nearly 8. I was so hungry really stupid thing to do, had been drinking water but it was still too long between packs. So all the way home (even during the meeting if i'm honest) I was thinking its ok to have a takeaway. The usual excuses, it'll keep me ...
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27 Jul : 19:41
* day five and six [ Show blog ]
I'm so glad most of the cooks on CDWM are crap or it would really spoil my enjoyment of it, although dave lambs commentary is hillarious. Looking forward to the Aussie version starting on Sat (I already know that I am a TV loser but I don't care).
Had a lovely afternoon on the couch yesterday, snoozing and watching miss marple and poirot. Was really tired yeasterday for some reason probably cos m...
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25 Jul : 18:34
* Day Four food mentioned again!! [ Show blog ]
Yes I am happy, managed to get through a sat night and sunday morning without eating, woo hoo! This morning I was soooo tempted by the fresh bakery smell at 7am, god I was so close to giving in to temptation but stuck to my porridge and black coffee. So pround of myself! Sorry I know its only day four, and for those on week 3,4,8,11 etc I have endless amount of admiration for you, but it was a bi...
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24 Jul : 17:39
* Day three food mentioned [ Show blog ]
Well day two wasn't so bad. Was a bit hungry but was really busy at work so didn't really have time to think about it. Had the thai chilli soup which was quite nice and a marigold savoury drink. I'm actually quite suprised that I like the foodpacks so far not so much that I want to eat them all at once but I thought that they would be harder to stomach.
Didn't get home till 12 but had to be up a...
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23 Jul : 12:39
Group [ Show blog ]
Had my first group meeting on wed night. Was the only new member which was a bit daunting but I guess lighter life isn't as popular in Scotland.
The other ladies were really nice, was a bit of an emotional night as two of the members revealed deep rooted reasons which were hindering their weightloss. It was lovely the way the members supported and comforted.
It is also interesting to see the differ...
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23 Jul : 12:10
Day Two [ Show blog ]
Well I was meant to start this yesterday but Day one on LLtotal was a bit of a nightmare for me.
Could only manage two of the packs and about two litres of water(which I would drink more on a normal day).
I just felt crap all day, luckily was day off from work, so just lazed about my flat. Everytime I got up I felt really nauseous like I had been on a serious drinking session the night before.:-&...
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